I do this all the time, and everytime I tell myself Ima tell them the next time, it never happens.
All Coming to An End
It is December. And almost the New Year. This year has been awesome. Though I dont have a boyfriend, Im real happy, somewhat. I hangout with my friends more then I have ever. Ive went to a bar for the first time, and had a blast!, and Ive went back a couple more times„ and want to go back again and again.
Ive gotten closer to my friends. Especially my friend Nikki. Shes who I spend most my time with, and I just love her to death. She always makes me laugh and says the most random stuff. Ive also drifted from a friend, Lanna. I mean we didnt really hangout alot before, but now we barely see eachother, since she moved to bum fuck egypt, and that makes me sad. However, I enjoy whenever I see her or any of my friends.
Ive come to realize that most guys, all they want is sex. They may seem sooo sweet at first, and say all these cute things, but in the end its only to try and get in your pants. I think Ima have to move away from here to find a good one, if not Ima be single for my whole life.
I hope that as I come into the New Year, that I learn from my past mistakes, and become a better person.
My Thoughts for Today….
Ever written what you really want to say to someone then deleted it because you figure it ain’t worth it?
A Snowy Day
I only love winter because I get to wear my snow boots; and watch christmas movies; and drink hot cocoa; and wear my scarves. However, I do not like the fact that I freeze to death because of the temp. dropping, and whatnot. Also, the fact that when I make plans, they get cancelled cuz of the stupid snow and the roads being bad, when one of these days I gotta learn to drive on t, cuz I wont be here forever, in this small town, hopefully anyways. I also love watching Heidi<333 when i can catch it on tv.
Snow is beautiful, but also a disaster.
This is cute and all, and I’d want it..if I wasn’t so claustrophobic and paranoid that someone would close the doors and look me in or something, lol.
Real cute, and cozy looking, but Id be paranoid to, especially if someone just acted like they were going to shut me in
