It is December. And almost the New Year. This year has been awesome. Though I dont have a boyfriend, Im real happy, somewhat. I hangout with my friends more then I have ever. Ive went to a bar for the first time, and had a blast!, and Ive went back a couple more times„ and want to go back again and again.

Ive gotten closer to my friends. Especially my friend Nikki. Shes who I spend most my time with, and I just love her to death. She always makes me laugh and says the most random stuff. Ive also drifted from a friend, Lanna. I mean we didnt really hangout alot before, but now we barely see eachother, since she moved to bum fuck egypt, and that makes me sad. However, I enjoy whenever I see her or any of my friends.

Ive come to realize that most guys, all they want is sex. They may seem sooo sweet at first, and say all these cute things, but in the end its only to try and get in your pants. I think Ima have to move away from here to find a good one, if not Ima be single for my whole life.

I hope that as I come into the New Year, that I learn from my past mistakes, and become a better person.

My Thoughts for Today….